Fidgety Space

I kept running through that long unending dark path, fled through thick fog ,through a haunted country without landmarks,thick with cold cloaking mist,peopled with clutching ghosts and shadows,standing again amid stillness,my heart was hammering,the night air wet on my lips, panic howling through my heart like a cold wind. All that mattered to me in the world was completely lost in this cold weird isolated environment,I did not stop I still kept running,flying blindly not knowing where,driven by a nameless dread,seeking in the grey mist for the safety that lay somewhere.All confused and scared I longed for a warm touch,a ray of hope.I ran like a crazy person but did not know where.Somewhere,somewhere in this wild land of moist stillness,there was a refuge!There was something hidden in the mist I badly needed that.Once I get there I will be safe.Nothing will haunt me.I will be free…my lungs almost bursting yet I kept running.Not caring a bit for my tired injured legs.Longing to have a

If you are looking for love, would you recognize it if you found it? Can you tell the difference between love and infatuation? Between love and attraction? Between love and friendship? Quite confusing right???And specially when it comes to true love… How many of us know what it is???Atleast am sure I don’t know what it is. Something like a ghost,many people talk about it but hardly 2% lucky people know what it is.But if I were to define love then this is how I am going to….. but I don't think anyone can explain it, love is not something that can be explained it is a feeling to be felt,not something to be expressed in words…many believe love is when you die for a person but I completely disagree with this.I believe love is all about living for someone,love is all about being there for each other though ups and downs,love is something which makes you smile when you are tired,a hand across your shoulder when the whole world seems to have turned against you,a patient ear to listen when

They say teenage is the most formative,delicate and difficult stage of ones life.When I was told this five years back I(like many others) paid a deaf ear to all those advises and whatever they were,but now I know how true it is.At this stage we bid farewell to our childish pranks and look forward to a life “full of life”.If you are a bit forward you are said to be impertinent and if a little backward it means you are shy.I was counted among the impertinent ones.As I grew into my teens I no longer felt a passion for my Barbie dolls,nor did I like to stay indoors.The outdoor games,adventure and risk began to attract me.If I heard any fine eloquent speech I would try to pose to be a similar speaker before the mirror.What I started disliking was the moral preaching or the fear of parents about risks in whatever decision or challenges I take.All that I wanted was freedom to live life the way I want.I always thought why do they forget their young age??havent they ever wanted to hangout with

Months after months……. I find myself tearing up my hair, Crying in despair… Shouting at the top of my voice………. KILL ME!!!! A silent tear, A lonely soul.. Are my two permanent friends Who never leave me………. With none to trust……. And none to trust me, I find myself on the crossroads of life……. Failing to make a right turn! With all the doors closed, None to help me out I hopelessly dream of breaking the lock………. Yet never get the courage to try and find the key! I cant feel the bright sunshine, I cant feel the smell of earth when it rains, I cant feel the beauty of sunset, I cant feel the melodious chirping of birds, Yet I can feel my tears........... Am a human being made of flesh and blood……… Life seems to have stopped………. Yet I do still breathe……… With hopeful eyes I look at the sunshine, With a sinking hope that someday……… I will also feel its warmth……… I walk in the rain trying to smell the earth, But find my eyes raining……… With trembling hands i open the window, To view the sun