My heart says soo.....

Months after months…….
I find myself tearing up my hair,
Crying in despair…
Shouting at the top of my voice……….
KILL ME!!!!

A silent tear,
A lonely soul..
Are my two permanent friends
Who never leave me……….

With none to trust…….
And none to trust me,
I find myself on the crossroads of life…….
Failing to make a right turn!

With all the doors closed,
None to help me out
I hopelessly dream of breaking the lock……….
Yet never get the courage to try and find the key!

I cant feel the bright sunshine,
I cant feel the smell of earth when it rains,
I cant feel the beauty of sunset,
I cant feel the melodious chirping of birds,
Yet I can feel my tears...........
Am a human being made of flesh and blood………



Life seems to have stopped……….
Yet I do still breathe………


With hopeful eyes I look at the sunshine,
With a sinking hope that someday………
I will also feel its warmth………

I walk in the rain trying to smell the earth,
But find my eyes raining………

With trembling hands i open the window,
To view the sunset,
Feel the chirping of birds,
I opens my arms,
I close my eyes……..
I try to move heaven and earth
To touch the sky……..
Fly like a bird………



This hope seems like am crying for the moon…….

I look at my wet palms
I try to read between the lines……………….
………………………
it is almost like beating the air


Some may feel that am a bad egg,
Still I do dream of setting thames on fire someday…………………………..